I Don't Know How To Love Him

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I Don't Know How To Love Him

    I don*t know how to love him, what to do, how to move him? I*ve been changed, yes, really changed. In these past few days when I see myself, I seem like someone else.
    I don*t know how to take this. I don*t see why he moves me. He*s a man, he*s just a man, and I*ve had so many men before. In very many ways, he*s just one more.
    Should I bring him down? Should I scream¹ and shout? Should I speak of love, let my feelings out? I never thought I*d come to this. What*s it all about?
    Don*t you think it*s rather funny-I should be in this position? I*m the one who has always been so calm, so cool, no lover*s fool. Running every show, he scares² me so.
    Yet, if he said he loved me, I*d be lost, I*d be frightened. I couldn*t cope³, just couldn*t cope. I*d turn my head, I*d back away. I wouldn*t want him to know; he scares me so. I want him so. I love him so.