英文乡村歌曲：Jay Brannan - Drowning

（单词翻译）

It's four a.m². again
Father forgive me this sin
I'm comfortable in this life, yea
I can't put down this knife, yea

I'm carving words in my arm, baby
These scars are part of my charm, maybe
I need the touch of a hand
This isn't what I had planned

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I'm losing my faith in me
I can't remember the last time I felt free
From voices inside my head
When I taste liberation
They just feed me fear instead
You say I'm out of control
At least I still have a soul
No I don't need your advice
Some compassion would be nice

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I can't take any more of your pills
They hold my head up but still I feel so wrong
I can't believe the price that I've paid
For this chemically induced
perceivably ideal
take it with a glass of water

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning