【荆棘鸟】第七章 09

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  The last two sheets were covered by the same precise, almost minute writing. As mean and grudging¹ as her soul.

      I, Mary Elizabeth Carson, being of sound mind and sound body, do hereby declare that this is my last will and testament², thereby³ rendering⁴ null and void any such testaments⁵ previously⁶ made by me. Save only for the special bequests⁸ made below, all my worldly goods and moneys and properties I bequeath to the Holy Catholic Church of Rome, under the hereby stated conditions of bequest⁷: First, that the said Holy Catholic Church of Rome, to be called the Church hereafter, knows in what esteem⁹ and with what affection I hold her priest, Father Ralph de Bricassart. It is solely¹⁰ because of his kindness, spiritual guidance and unfailing support that I so dispose of my assets.

     Secondly, that the bequest shall continue in the favor of the Church only so long as she appreciates the worth and ability of the said Father Ralph de Bricassart. 

     Thirdly, that the said Father Ralph de Bricassart be responsible for the administration and channeling of these my worldly goods, moneys and properties, as the chief authority in charge of my estate.

     Fourthly, that upon the demise¹¹ of the said Father Ralph de Bricassart, his own last will and testament shall be legally binding¹² in the matter of the further administration of my estate. That is, the Church shall continue in full ownership, but Father Ralph de Bricassart shall be solely responsible for the naming of his successor in administration; he shall not be obliged to select a successor who is either an ecclesiastical or a lay member of the Church. 

     Fifthly, that the station Drogheda be never sold nor subdivided¹³.

     Sixthly, that my brother, Padraic Cleary, be retained as manager of the station Drogheda with the right to dwell in my house, and that he be paid a salary at the discretion¹⁴ of Father Ralph de Bricassart and no other. 

     Seventhly, that in the event of the death of my brother, the said Padraic Cleary, his widow and children be permitted to remain on the station Drogheda and that the position of manager shall pass consecutively¹⁵ to each of his sons, Robert, John, Hugh, Stuart, James and Patrick, but excluding Francis. 

     Eighthly, that upon the demise of Patrick or whichever son excluding Francis is the last son remaining, the same rights be permitted the said Padraic Cleary’s grandchildren. 

     Special bequests: To Padraic Cleary, the contents of my houses on the station Drogheda. To Eunice Smith, my housekeeper¹⁶, that she remain at a fair salary so long as she desires, and in addition that she be paid the sum of five thousand pounds forthwith, and that upon her retirement¹⁷ she be awarded an equitable¹⁸ pension. 

     To Minerva O’Brien and Catherine Donnelly, that they remain at fair salaries so long as they desire, and in addition that they be paid the sum of one thousand pounds each forthwith, and that upon their retirements¹⁹ they be awarded equitable pensions. 

     To Father Ralph de Bricassart the sum of ten thousand pounds to be paid annually²⁰ so long as he shall live, for his own private and unquestioned use. 

     It was duly signed, dated and witnessed. His room looked west. The sun was setting. The pall²¹ of dust which came with every summer filled the silent air, and the sun thrust its fingers through the fine-strung particles so that it seemed the whole world had turned to gold and purple. Streaky clouds rimmed²² in brilliant fire poked²³ silver streamers across the great bloody²⁴ ball which hung just above the trees of the far paddocks. 

     “Bravo!” he said. “I admit, Mary, you’ve beaten me. A master stroke. I was the fool, not you.” He could not see the pages in his hand through the tears, and moved them before they could be blotched. Thirteen million pounds. Thirteen million pounds! It was indeed what he had been angling for in the days before Meggie. And with her coming he had abandoned it, because he couldn’t carry on such a campaign in cold blood to cheat her of her inheritance. But what if he had known how much the old spider was worth? 

     What then? He had no idea it was a tenth so much. Thirteen million pounds! For seven years Paddy and his family had lived in the head stockman’s house and worked themselves ragged²⁵ for Mary Carson. For what? The niggardly²⁶ wages she paid? Never to Father Ralph’s knowledge had Paddy complained of being shabbily treated, thinking no doubt that when his sister died he would be amply repaid for managing the property on ordinary stockman’s pay, while his sons did stockman’s work for rouseabout’s wages. He had made do, and grown to Jove Drogheda as if it were his own, rightly assuming it would be. 

     “Bravo, Mary!” said Father Ralph again, these first tears since his boyhood dropping from his face onto the backs of his hands, but not onto the paper. Thirteen million pounds, and the chance to be Cardinal²⁷ de Bricassart yet. Against Paddy Cleary, his wife, his sons—and Meggie. How diabolically²⁸ well she had read him! Had she stripped Paddy of everything, his way would have been clear: he could have taken the will down to the kitchen stove and thrust it inside the firebox without a qualm. But she had made sure Paddy wouldn’t want, that after her death he would be more comfortable on Drogheda than during her life, and that Drogheda could not quite be taken from him. Its profits and title, yes, but not the land itself. No, he wouldn’t be the owner of that fabulous²⁹ thirteen million pounds, but he would be well respected, comfortably provided for. Meggie wouldn’t go hungry, or be thrown shoeless upon the world. Nor would she be Miss Cleary, either, able to stand on an equal footing with Miss Carmichael and that ilk. Quite respectable, socially admissible, but not top drawer. Never top drawer. 

     Thirteen million pounds. The chance to get out of Gillanbone and perpetual obscurity, the chance to take his place within the hierarchy³⁰ of Church administration, the assured goodwill³¹ of his peers and superiors. And all while he was still young enough to make up the ground he had lost. Mary Carson had made Gillanbone the epicenter of the Archbishop Papal Legate’s map with a vengeance³²; the tremors³³ would reach as far as the Vatican. Rich though the Church was, thirteen million pounds was thirteen million pounds. Not to be sneezed at, even by the Church. And his was the sole hand which brought it into the fold, his hand acknowledged in blue ink in Mary Carson’s own writing. He knew Paddy would never contest the will; so had Mary Carson, God rot her. Oh, certainly Paddy would be furious, would never want to see him again or speak to him again, but his chagrin³⁴ wouldn’t extend to litigation. Was there a decision? Didn’t he already know, hadn’t he known the moment he read her will what he was going to do? The tears had dried. 

     With his usual grace Father Ralph got to his feet, made sure his shirt was tucked in all the way round, and went to the door. He must get to Gilly, pick up a soutane and vestments. But first he wanted to see Mary Carson again. In spite of the open windows the stench had become a reeking³⁵ fug; no hint of a breeze stirred the limp curtains. With steady tread he crossed to the bed and stood looking down. The fly eggs were beginning to hatch maggots in all the wet parts of her face, ballooning gases puffed³⁶ up her fat arms and hands to greenish blobs, her skin was breaking down. Oh, God. You disgusting old spider. You’ve won, but what a victory. The triumph of one disintegrating³⁷ caricature of humanity over another. You can’t defeat my Meggie, nor can you take from her what was never yours. I might burn in Hell alongside you, but I know the Hell they’ve got planned for you: to see my indifference³⁸ to you persist as we rot away together through all eternity…. 

     Paddy was waiting for him in the hall downstairs, looking sick and bewildered. 

     “Oh, Father!” he said, coming forward. “Isn’t this awful? What a shock! I never expected her to go out like this; she was so well last night! Dear God, what am I going to do?” “Have you seen her?” “Heaven help me, yes!” “Then you know what has to be done. I’ve never seen a corpse³⁹ decompose⁴⁰ so fast. If you don’t get her decently into some sort of container within the next few hours you’ll have to pour her into a petrol drum. She’ll have to be buried first thing in the morning. Don’t waste time beautifying her coffin⁴¹; cover it with roses from the garden or something. But get a move on, man! I’m going into Gilly for vestments.” “Get back as soon as you can, Father!” Paddy pleaded. But Father Ralph was rather longer than a simple visit to the presbytery demanded. 

     Before he turned his car in that direction he drove down one of Gillanbone’s more prosperous side streets, to a fairly pretentious⁴² dwelling⁴³ surrounded by a well-laid-out garden. Harry⁴⁴ Gough was just sitting down to his dinner, but came into the parlor⁴⁵ when the maid told him who had called. 

     “Father, will you eat with us? Corned beef and cabbage with boiled potatoes and parsley sauce, and for once the beef’s not too salty.”      

     “No, Harry, I can’t stay. I just came to tell you Mary Carson died this morning.” “Holy Jesus! I was there last night! She seemed so well, Father!”

 

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