【荆棘鸟】第十章 04

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 There were ten children in that humpy, none of whom possessed¹ a pair of shoes—not that shoes mattered much in torrid Longreach. Luke senior, who shore for a living when he felt like it (but mostly all hefelt like doing was drinking OP rum), died in a fire at the Blackall pub when young Luke was twelve years old. So as soon as he couldLuke took himself off on the shearing³ circuit as a tar⁴ boy, slapping molten tar on jagged wounds if a shearer⁵ slipped and cut flesh aswell as wool.One thing Luke was never afraid of, and that was hard work; he thrived on it the way some men thrived on its opposite, whether because his father had been a barfly and a town joke or becausehe had inherited his German mother’s love of industry no one had ever bothered to find out. 

     As he grew older he graduated from tar boy to shed hand, running down the board catching⁶ the great heavy fleeces as they flewoff the boggis in one piece billowing up like kites, and carrying them to the wool-rolling table to be skirted. From that he learned to skirt, picking the dirt-encrusted edges off the fleeces and transferring them to bins⁷ ready for the attention of the classer, who was shed aristocrat⁸: the man who like a wine-taster or a perfume-tester cannot be trained unless he also has instinct for the job. And Lukedidn’t have a classer’s instinct; either he turned to pressing or to shearing if he wanted to earn more money, which he certainly did.He had the strength to man the press, tamp⁹ down the graded fleeces into massive bales, but a gun shearer could make more money. 

     By now he was well known in Western Queensland as a good worker, so he had no trouble getting himself a learner’s pen. With grace, coordination¹⁰, strength and endurance, all necessary andluckily present in Luke, a man could become a gun shearer. SoonLuke was shearing his two hundred-plus a day six days a week, aquid a hundred; and this with the narrow handpiece resembling aboggi lizard¹¹, hence its name. The big New Zealand handpieces with their wide, coarse combs and cutters were illegal in Australia, though they doubled a shearer’s tally¹³.It was grueling work; bending from his height with a sheep clamped between his knees, sweeping¹⁴ his boggi in blows the length of the sheep’s body to free the wool in one piece and leave as few second cuts as possible, close enough to the loose kinky skin to please the shed boss, who would be down in a second on any shearer not conforming to his rigorous standards. 

     He didn’t mind the heat and the sweat and the thirst which forced him to drink upward of three gallons of water a day, he didn’t even mind the tormenting¹⁵ hordes¹⁶ of flies, for he was born in fly country. Nor did he mind the sheep, which were mostly a shearer’s nightmare; cobblers, wets, overgrowns, snobs¹⁷, dags, fly-strikes, they came in all varieties, and they were all merinos, which meant wool all the way down to their hoofs¹⁸ and noses, and a cobbled fragile skin which moved like slippery paper.No, it wasn’t the work itself Luke minded, for the harder he worked the better he felt; what irked him were the noise, the beingshut inside, the stench. No place on earth was quite the hell ashearing shed was. Se he decided¹⁹ he wanted to be the boss cocky, the man who strolled up and down the lines of stooping shearers to watch the fleeces he owned being stripped away by that smooth, flawless motion. At the end of the floor in his cane-bottomed chair Sits the boss of the board with his eyes everywhere. That was what the old shearing song said, and that was who Luke O’Neill decided to be. The boss cocky, the head peanut, the grazier, the squatter²⁰. Not for him the perpetual stoop, the elongated²¹ arms of a lifelong shearer; he wanted the pleasure of working out in the open air while he watched the money roll in. Only the prospect²² of becoming a dreadnought shearer might have kept Luke inside a shed, one of the rare handful of men who managed to shear² over three hundred merino sheep a day, all to standard, and using narrow boggis. They made fortunes on the side by betting.

     But unfortunately he was just a little too tall, those extra seconds bending and ducking mounted up to the difference between gun and dread²³ nought²⁴. His mind turned within its limitations to another method of acquiring what he hungered for; at about this stage in his life he discovered how attractive he was to women. His first try had been in the guise²⁵ of a stockman on Gnarlunga, as that station had an heir who was female, fairly young and fairly pretty. It had been sheer bad luck that in the end she preferred the Pommy jackaroo whose more bizarre exploits were becoming bush legend. From Gnarlunga he went to Bingelly and got a job breaking horses, his eye on the homestead where the aging and unattractive heiress lived with her widowed father. Poor Dot, he had so nearly won her; but in theend she had fallen in with her father’s wishes and married the spry sexagenarian who owned the neighboring property. These two essays cost him over three years of his life, and he decided twenty months per heiress was far too long and boring. It would suit him better for a while to journey far and wide, continually on the move, until within this much larger sweep he found another likely prospect. Enjoyinghimself enormously, he began to drove the Western Queenslandstock routes, down the Cooper and the Diamantina, the Barcooand the Bulloo Overflow²⁶ dwindling²⁷ through the top corner ofwestern New South Wales. 

     He was thirty, and it was more thantime he found the goose who would lay at least part of his goldenegg. Everyone had heard of Drogheda, but Luke’s ears pricked²⁸ up when he discovered there was an only daughter. No hope she’din herit, but perhaps they’d want to dower her with a modest 100,000 acres out around Kynuna or Winton. This was nice country around Gilly, but too cramped²⁹ and forested for him. Lukey earned for the enormity of far western Queensland, where the grass stretched into infinity³⁰ and trees were mostly something a man remembered as being vaguely³¹ eastward³². Just the grass, on and on and on with no beginning and no end, where a man was lucky to graze one sheep for every ten acres he owned. Because sometimes there was no grass, just a flat desert of cracked, panting black soil. The grass, the sun, the heat and the flies; to each man his own kind of heaven, and this was Luke O’Neill’s. He had prised the rest of the Drogheda story out of Jimmy Strong, the AML&F stock-and-station agent who drove him outthat first day, and it had been a bitter blow to discover the Catholic Church owned Drogheda. However, he had learned how few and far between female heirs to properties were; when Jimmy Strongwent on to say that the only daughter had a nice little cash sum of her own and many doting³³ brothers, he decided to carry on asplanned.

     But though Luke had long decided his life’s objective lay in100,000 acres out around Kynuna or Winton, and worked toward it with single-minded zeal¹², the truth was that at heart he loved hardcash far more than what it  might eventually buy him; not the possession of land, nor its inherent power, but the prospect of stock piling rows of neat figures in his bankbook, in his name. It had’t been Gnarlunga or Bingelly he had wanted so desperately³⁴, but their value in hard cash. A man who genuinely wanted to be the boss cocky would never have settled for landless Meggie Cleary. Nor would he have loved thephysical act of working hard as did Luke O’Neill.

     The dance at the Holy Cross hall in Gilly was the thirteenth danceLuke had taken Meggie to in as many weeks. How he discovered where they were and how he wangled some of the invitations Meggie was too naive³⁵ to guess, but regularly on a Saturday he would ask Bob for the keys to the Rolls, and take her somewhere within 150 miles. Tonight it was cold as she stood by a fence looking across a moonless landscape, and under her feet she could feel the crunch³⁶ of frost. Winter was coming. Luke’s arm came around her and drew her in to his side.

     “You’re cold,” he said. 

     “I’d better get you home.”

     “No, it’s all right now, I’m getting warm,” she answered breathlessly. She felt a change in him, a change in the arm held loosely and impersonally³⁷ across her back. But it was nice to lean against him, to feel the warmth radiating from his body, the different construction of his frame. Even through her cardigan she was conscious of his hand, moving now in small, caressing³⁸ circles, a tentative and questioning massage³⁹. If at this stage she announced she was cold he would stop; if she said nothing, he would take it as tacit permission to proceed. She was young, she wanted so badly to savor⁴⁰ love properly. This was the only man outside of Ralph who interested her, so why not see what his kisses were like? Only let them bedifferent! Let them not be like Ralph’s kisses! 

     Taking her silence as acquiescence⁴¹, Luke put his other hand onher shoulder, turned her to face him, and bent⁴² his head. Was that how a mouth really felt? Why, it was no more than a sort of pressure! What was she supposed to do to indicate liking⁴³? She moved her lips under his and at once wished she had not. The pushing down increased; he opened his mouth wide, forced her lips apart with his teeth and tongue, and ran the tongue around the inside ofher mouth. Revolting. Why had it seemed so different when Ralph kissed her? She hadn’t been aware then of how wet and faintly nauseating⁴⁴ it was; she hadn’t seemed to think at all, only open to him like a casket when the well-known hand touches a secret spring. What on earth was he doing? Why did her body jump so, cling to him when her mind wanted badly to pull away? Luke had found the sensitive spot on her side, and kept his fingers on it to make her writhe⁴⁵; so far she wasn’t exactly enthusiastic. Breaking the kiss, he put his mouth hard against the side of her neck. 

     She seemed to like that better, her hands came up around him and she gasped⁴⁶, but when he slid his lips down her throat atthe same time as his hand attempted to push her dress off her shoulder, she gave him a sharp shove and stepped quickly away.

     “That’s enough, Luke!” The episode had disappointed her, half-repelled her. Luke was very aware of it as he helped her into the car and rolled a much needed cigarette. He rather fancied himself as a lover, none of the girls so far had ever complained—but then they hadn’t been ladieslike Meggie. Even Dot MacPherson, the Bingelly heiress, richer by far than Meggie, was as rough as bags, no posh Sydney boardingschool and all that crap. In spite of his looks Luke was about on apar with the average rural workingman when it came to sexual experience; he knew little of the mechanics beyond what he liked himself, and he knew nothing of the theory. 

     The numerous girls he had made love to were nothing loath⁴⁷ to assure him they liked it, but that meant he had to rely on a certain amount of personal information, not always honest, either. A girl went into any affair hoping for marriage when the man was as attractive and hardworking as Luke, so a girl was as likely as not to lie her head off to please him. And nothing pleased a man more than being told he was the best ever. Luke never dreamed how many men aside from himself had been fooled with that one. 

     Still thinking about old Dot, who had given in and done as herfather wanted after he locked her in the shearers’ barracks for a week with a fly-blown carcass, Luke mentally shrugged⁴⁸ his shoulders. Meggie was going to be a tough nut to crack and he couldn’t afford to frighten or disgust her. Fun and games would have to wait, that was all. He’d woo her the way she obviously wanted, flowers and attention and not too much slap-and-tickle. For a while an uncomfortable silence reigned⁴⁹, then Meggie sighed and slumped⁵⁰ back in her seat.

     “I’m sorry, Luke.”

     “I’m sorry, too. I didn’t mean to offend you.”

     “Oh, no, you didn’t offend me, truly! I suppose I’m not very usedto it…. I was frightened, not offended.”

     “Oh, Meghann!” He took one hand off the wheel and put it overher clasped ones.          “Look, don’t worry about it. You’re a bit of a girland I went too fast. Let’s forget it.”

     “Yes, let’s.” she said.

     “Didn’t he kiss you?” Luke asked curiously⁵¹.

     “Who?’Was there fear in her voice? But why should there be fear in hervoice? 

     “You said you’d been in love once, so I thought you knewthe ropes. I’m sorry, Meghann. I should have realized that stuckall the way out here in a family like yours, what you meant was you had a schoolgirl crush on some bloke who never noticed you.” Yes, yes, yes! Let him think that! 

     “You’re quite right, Luke; itwas just a schoolgirl crush.”Outside the house he drew her to him again and gave her agentle, lingering kiss without any open-mouth tongue business. She didn’t respond exactly, but clearly she liked it; he went off to hisguesthouse more satisfied that he hadn’t ruined his chances.Meggie dragged herself to bed and lay looking up at the softround halo the lamp cast on the ceiling. Well, one thing had been established: there was nothing in Luke’s kisses to remind her of Ralph’s. And once or twice toward the end she had felt a flicker⁵² of dismayed excitement, when he had dug his fingers into her side and when he had kissed her neck. No use equating⁵³ Luke with Ralph,and she wasn’t sure anymore that she wanted to try. 

       Better forget Ralph; he couldn’t be her husband. Luke could. The second time Luke kissed her Meggie behaved quite differently. They had been to a wonderful party on Rudna Hunish, the limit of the territorial⁵⁴ boundary Bob had drawn⁵⁵ around their jaunts⁵⁶, and the evening had gone well from its beginning. Luke was in his best form, joking so much on the way out he kept her helpless with laughter, then warmly loving and attentive⁵⁷ toward her all through the party. And Miss Carmichael had been so determined⁵⁸ to take him away from her! Stepping in where Alastair Mac Queen and Enoch Davies feared to go, she attached herself to them and flirted⁵⁹ with Luke blatantly⁶⁰, forced him for the sake of good manners to ask her to dance. It was a formal affair, the dancing ballroom⁶¹ style,and the dance Luke gave Miss Carmichael was a slow waltz. 

 

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