【时间旅行者的妻子】01

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a novel by Audrey Niffenegger

Clock time is our bank manager, tax collector, police inspector¹;

this inner time is our wife.

—J. B. Priestley, Man and Time

 

LOVE AFTER LOVE

The time will come

when, with elation²,

you will greet yourself arriving

at your own door, in your own mirror,

and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.

You will love again the stranger who was your self.

Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart

to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored

for another, who knows you by heart.

Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,

peel your own image from the mirror.

Sit. Feast on your life.

—Derek Walcott

 

CLARE: It’s hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he’s okay. It’s hard to be the one who stays.

　I keep myself busy. Time goes faster that way.

　I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until I’m tired.I watch the wind play with the trash that’s been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified⁴ by absence?

　Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing⁵ on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly⁶, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity⁷. Each moment is as slow and transparent⁸ as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?

 

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