月亮和六便士 第四十三章(5)

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His soul aimed elsewhither. 他的灵魂追求的是另外一种东西。

He had violent passions, and on occasion desire seized his body so that he was driven to an orgy of lust¹, 他的感情非常强烈，有时候欲念会把他抓住，逼得他纵情狂欢一阵，

but he hated the instincts that robbed him of his self-possession. 但是对这种剥夺了他宁静自持的本能他是非常厌恶的。

I think, even, he hated the inevitable² partner in his debauchery. 我想他甚至讨厌他在淫逸放纵中那必不可少的伴侣；

When he had regained³ command over himself, he shuddered⁴ at the sight of the woman he had enjoyed. 在他重新控制住自己以后，看到那个他发泄情欲的女人，他甚至会不寒而栗。

His thoughts floated then serenely⁵ in the empyrean, 他的思想这时会平静地飘浮在九天之上，

and he felt towards her the horror that perhaps the painted butterfly, hovering⁶ about the flowers, feels to the filthy⁷ chrysalis from which it has triumphantly⁸ emerged. 他对那个女人感到又嫌恶又可怕，也许那感觉就象一只翩翩飞舞于花丛中的蝴蝶，见到它胜利地蜕身出来的肮脏的蛹壳一样。

I suppose that art is a manifestation⁹ of the sexual instinct. 我认为艺术也是性本能的一种流露。

It is the same emotion which is excited in the human heart by the sight of a lovely woman, the Bay of Naples under the yellow moon, and the Entombment of Titian. 一个漂亮的女人、金黄的月亮照耀下的那不勒斯海湾，或者提香（提香（1490—1576），意大利威尼斯派画家）的名画《墓穴》，在人们心里勾起的是同样的感情。

It is possible that Strickland hated the normal release of sex because it seemed to him brutal¹⁰ by comparison with the satisfaction of artistic¹¹ creation. 很可能思特里克兰德讨厌通过性行为发泄自己的感情（这本来是很正常的），因为他觉得同通过艺术创造取得自我满足相比，这是粗野的。

It seems strange even to myself, when I have described a man who was cruel, selfish, brutal and sensual, to say that he was a great idealist. The fact remains¹². 在我描写这样一个残忍、自私、粗野、肉欲的人时，竟把他写成是个精神境界极高的人，我自己也觉得奇怪。但是我认为这是事实。

He lived more poorly than an artisan. He worked harder. 作为一个艺术家，他的生活比任何其他艺术家都更困苦。他工作得比其他艺术家也更艰苦。

He cared nothing for those things which with most people make life gracious and beautiful. 大多数人认为会把生活装点得更加优雅、美丽的那些东西，思特里克兰德是不屑一顾的。

He was indifferent to money. He cared nothing about fame. 对于名和利他都无动于衷。

You cannot praise him because he resisted the temptation to make any of those compromises with the world which most of us yield to. 我们大多数人受不住各种引诱，总要对世俗人情做一些让步；你却无法赞扬思特里克兰德抵拒得住这些诱惑，

He had no such temptation. It never entered his head that compromise was possible. 因为对他说来，这种诱惑是根本不存在的。他的脑子里从来没有想到要做任何妥协、让步。

He lived in Paris more lonely than an anchorite in the deserts of Thebes. 他住在巴黎，比住在底比斯沙漠里的隐士生活还要孤独。

He asked nothing his fellows except that they should leave him alone. 对于别的人他没有任何要求，只求人家别打扰他。

He was single-hearted in his aim, and to pursue it he was willing to sacrifice not only himself—many can do that—but others. He had a vision. 他一心一意追求自己的目标，为了达到这个目的他不仅甘愿牺牲自己——这一点很多人还是能做到的——，而且就是牺牲别人也在所不惜。他自己有一个幻境。

Strickland was an odious¹³ man, but I still think he was a great one. 思特里克兰德是个惹人嫌的人，但是尽管如此，我还是认为他是一个伟大的人。

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