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（单词翻译）

9.

We called them grub days.

They were Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday, I think. Immediately after lunch we’d queue inthe corridor, along the wall, craning to see, just ahead, the grub table, piled high with sweets.

Munchies, Skittles, Mars Bars and, best of all, Opal Fruits. (I took great offense¹ when Opal Fruitschanged their name to Starburst. Pure heresy². Like Britain changing its name.)Just the sight of that grub table made us swoon. Mouths watering, we’d talk about theimpending sugar rush as farmers in a drought talk about a forecast of rain. Meanwhile, I devised away of super-sizing my sugar rush. I’d take all my Opal Fruits and squeeze them together into onemassive gobstopper, then jam it into the side of my mouth. As the wad melted my bloodstreamwould become a frothy cataract³ of dextrose. Whatsoever⁴ thy hand findeth to do, do it with thymight.

The opposite of grub day was letter-writing day. Every boy was required to sit down andcompose a missive to his parents. At the best of times this was drudgery⁵. I could barely rememberwhen Pa and Mummy weren’t divorced, so writing to them without touching⁶ on their mutualgrievances, their messy breakup, required the finesse⁷ of a career diplomat⁸.

Dear Pa, How’s Mummy?

Hm. No.

Dear Mummy, Pa says you haven’t…

No.

But after Mummy disappeared, letter-writing day became impossible.

I’ve been told the matrons asked me to write a “final” letter to Mummy. I have a vaguememory of wanting to protest that she was still alive, and yet not doing so, for fear they’d think Iwas mad. Also, what was the point? Mummy would read the letter when she came out of hiding,so it wouldn’t be a total waste of effort.

I probably dashed off something pro⁹ forma, saying I missed her, school was fine, so on and soforth. I probably folded it once and handed it to the matron. I remember, immediately thereafter,regretting that I hadn’t taken the writing more seriously. I wished I’d dug deep, told my mother allthe things weighing on my heart, especially my regret over the last time we’d spoken on thephone. She’d called early in the evening, the night of the crash, but I was running around withWilly and my cousins and didn’t want to stop playing. So I’d been short with her. Impatient to getback to my games, I’d rushed Mummy off the phone. I wished I’d apologized for it. I wished I’dsearched for the words to describe how much I loved her.

I didn’t know that search would take decades.